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Blake: We may NOT understand why things happen to us, or the reason behined it ALL. We live here on earth seeing both good things and bad things, but ALL of it is in Gods hands, he is in control... we need to just have faith in His plans.
morangi: Pole Sana
Boink: This site is officially Boinked!
Clarisse: Hi Carol! The boxes and question marks are gone! Yeah, it was a coding prob so I heard. Thanks for updating me. Wanna exchange links?
Kerri: Hi, I was just doing some surfing. It is neat that you have a pattern you designed published. I haven't gotten knitting yet, but I do crochet. On my journal, the post before the present one has pictures of my last two afghans. I guess I need to find a baby afghan since two nieces are expecting now.
Claire: thanks for dropping by. i have question marks everywhere , all over my posts. and you have them too. at least that's what i see from where i am. i wonder why... my other site: http://coffeeanyone.braverjournal.com has it too
katiebug: glad to be here... have a wonderful weekend! :)
MEL: Hi! i'm just out blog hopping and i just happened to hop into yours,! Hope you have a great day! and don't be afraid to visit my site if you have time!!! ~~Mel~~
nn: hi, nice blog you got here, care to exchange link?
Ancestral Paths: Hi-blog hopping-like your site & "House" too. He's like a pitbull, he never gives up! Care to ex-links? Have a great weekend.
Krishna: Hi, blog hoping
shierylssi: hi, dropping by here.hope we can xchange links.thank you
Blake: Just blog hopping.... I look forward to the new journey!
Garf: hi there
Sally Ferguson: Wishing you blessings at Easter!
Storm: It is so good to be able to read your blog again, just returned from Africa. Come by and check out my site ...
Sally Ferguson: Happy Valentine's Day!
Heart: happy valentines day
Keeper: Stopped by to say Good Morning, and to wish you a happy day :)
Fran: Nice site.I enjoyed my visit
Keeper: Thanks Carol, I have added your link as well, have a great day!
Keeper: Enjoyed your journal.... Care to exchange links
mandi791: Very nice journal :)
Parisukat: hello there! Cool blog you got here! Hope we could become blogfriends. I added you to my list hope you could add me too. Have a good day!
Garf: just visiting your page
Garf: add u now
Garf: care to exchange link?
Rev. Handy: Just passing by to say hello and God Bless...
Kim: Hi, was just surfing through blogs. Your blogs are absolutely amazing and inspirational.
Joanne Troppello: Hi. Just blog hopping. I like your blog site. God bless, Joanne
june: Hello, Your journal is inspirational and i am glad i found it.sending hugs June x
sparkle: Today I am visiting the neighborhood and dropping off warm wishes to say have an awesome moment and week ahead and to remember you are special and important person to this world
naturalskeptic: just one more quick tag to let you know that i read your sons webpage and my heart and prayers go out to you and your family!
naturalskeptic: i tried to leave a comment and this is my 3rd attempt at leaving a tag so we'll see! have a good day!
Lutchi : nice blog you got here...Visit me at my blog when u have time. TC
Sevy: Hi Carol ---------------------------------- Have a super day !!
corina: thanks for stopping by. If I were "hanging" in there anymore - I'd be a monkey! God Bless~
corina: I hope 2007 be's much kinder to you...May it be a year of blessing for you.
Brandon Doyle: Just out blog surfing. :)
sparkle: I am around the neighbourhood today with new years wishes as I travel bravejournal today so am Wishing you and yours wisdom and all greatest 2007 and beyond
Carol: I really enjoyed your site and thoughtful entries. May God bless you this New Year and beyond.
Angel: Happy New Year to you and yours!
Angel: Stopping in to wish you and yours a very Merry Christmas, Carol! I sure hope your power is on again soon. I've been following the news of the situation. Take care and God bless you, my friend.
Angel: Happy Thanksgiving, Carol!! I love Extreme Makeover Home Edition and I usually boo-hoo through everyone of them!
diane: What a touching blog. I am sorry for your loss, hope Bill feels better soon.
sparkle: have a blessed weekend
Meagan: I hope you had a good weekend!
Vivian: Hello again. Hope you had a nice Monday!
Vivian: I love the centerpiece. Nice work!! stopped over to say hello...
Meagan: I came across your journal, so I thought I'd stop to say hello. You have a beautiful place here. I hope you have a great week.
Cheryl: WOW, Hawaii would be nice. Haven't ever been there yet. Have fun.
corina: hi...It's been ages since I dropped by. Just checkin' in to see how u r doing. Anyway, Have a great week. God Bless!
Josh Nay (Jay Roberts): Well that's great. Let me know how that goes or if you need help or something.
Josh Nay (Jay Roberts): Ugh! Just had my tag board spammed! Well, I was really touched by your journal. Here's a tag of friendship for you!
Melody: hi there. i enjoyed reading your journal. hope you have a nice day!
beth: hey i left you a comment and signd your beautifull sons guest book. i was deeply touched by it.
RAINBOW: Just had my tagboard spammed...and had a bad restaurant experience. Other than that, things are going well!
Angie: Hi, just blog hopping, thought I'd stop by and say HELLO. Hope you're having a good day ~ Love Angie
Barb: Just stopping by to wish you a Blessed Easter.
sis: Hello, just read Clint's journal. It's a nice memorial. I have a memorial journal for my brother. He was killed in a car wreck on 5/1/05. He was 34. I pasted a poem from Clint's journal into mine. Thanks.
Angie: Hi Carol, thanks for your visit and tag, hope you're having a good day ~Angie~
Angie: What a beautiful journal you have here, I'll be back for sure. Hope your week is a good one ~ Angie ~
juicenjack: Hello was hopping around and stumbled on to here. Enjoyed reading your and Clint's journal. I babysat and worked with kids and adults that had similar problems to Clint. God Bless and hope you have a wonderful weekend.
Storm: just dropping by to check on you. Finally have a new computer so I can cyberhop better
Angel: Happy Valentine's Day, Carol!!
Marie Elliott: Sending love your way,
Storm: Hi Diane. Was finally able to get out cyberwalking again and wanted to check on you and see what you were up to ...
Nathalie: Bouncin around figured I'd drop in and say Hello...Hope you had a GRRRREAT Weekend!
Angel: HAPPY NEW YEAR, CAROL!!
Barb: Carol, just stopping by to wish you a Merry Christmas. Thoughts of our loved will hopefully be with us and comfort us at this time. Take care.
GirlyGurl: Hey there, just here checking out your journal. Have a nice day!
Storm: Hi Carol, I get a "lump in my chest" reading your thoughts that you share .. thanks for reminding us how life is a
Angel: I was posting an entry at the time you came over to my journal. Please take a second look...
Angel: No entry for today...As if I really expected there to be. Just want to let you know, Carol, that I've thought about you and about Clint today. A year ago - yes, the time has seemed to have flown by. You were (are!) a special mother and Clint, of course, was special, as well. God's special gift to all of us. You're in my prayers today.
inhishands: God bless you in all that you do! Grace and love be with you always! (God Is Love)
Angel: I haven't been here in a while - life gets in the way... But when I am here, I read and read and absolutely love viewing the pictures you put up! I wish I had known Clint personally, yet I feel a special closeness with him and with you through your journal. Thank you for giving so many the opportunity to come to know Clint as you did!
sara: Hi there :)
Storm: Thank you so much for sharing your love and pain of your journey
CyberMagic: Just blog hopping .
dee: I just surfed in. I read Clint's journal. I'm just heartsick. My thoughts and prayers are with you, I can not imagine the loss you & your family must feel.I wish for you a pleasant happy weekend!
Christina: Love and blessings to one from one mother to another... ~ Christina
Eric: Hi there, just stop by to say hello & hope this find u doing well here!
Tonya: I went and read Clints Story and It just broke my heart. I missed out on knowing Clint but received a blessing just reading the story. Thank you for sharing. God Bless you and your family. I will be praying for you all.
Aloha-GA-Girl: I was out blog hopping and came across yours. You have a wonderful story of love and survival. May God continue to Bless You.
Jackee: What a beautiful story...anyone you meet will be so blessed Carol! I lift you up in my thoughts and prayers!!!!
Ryan: Hey nice journal. Keep up the hard work!! If you have time check out my journal!! and have a Great Day!!!
Angel: Prayers are said every day for you, Carol! You are loved.
Kris S: Thanks so much for stopping by, Carol. The thing about grief, people will tell you it's time for you to put it behind you but it's such a personal thing, isn't it? We all take our own time in our own way to heal. Bless you, sweetie.
Leenie: Hi...I haven't been in awhile but I wanted to say hello again and I hope your doing ok. Its funny...lastnight I asked my Mom to come visit me in a dream...Im glad you saw Clint, Im just sorry he didn't appear in better health.
Kris S: I saw your tag on Angel's blog and stopped by 'coz I don't think I've ever visited before. What a beautiful son Clint was, Carol...bless your heart. It was hard enough losing my mom...can't imagine the pain in losing a child. Cast your cares upon Him for He careth for you. Please stop by and get acquainted...I will be back by.
FrenchAdamFan: Hi ! I've just discovered yours and Clint's journal. Clint was a beautiful boy. You can be proud with him.Take care.
Leah: hello there. just dropping by Light and Love to you
Angel: We had those kind of birds in a humongous flock a few days ago...It is kind of eerie, isn't it?! As always, viewing the pics on your journal and reading of Clint is very enjoyable. Of course, I come here to learn of how you're doing, also... Bless you, Carol!
Alaine: oh...and as for Clint's age. You really did have him for 31 years if you count your pregnancy :)
Alaine: I don't think you need to let go. Moving on with life is much more important than letting go and I think you are doing just fine. I still cry for my best friend that I lost 15 years ago. It wouldn't be human to "let go". And you know you will see Clint again. And I think in Heaven Clint is not feeling time as we do so he isn't sad at all. You have the rest of Eternity to be with your baby boy. ((((carol))))
jan: Carol, you don't have to let go. You are still going through the grieving process. I lost my sister two years ago and can still sit down and bawl because I still miss her so much . It doesn't hurt as bad now, but like you the memories of things she did, mannerisms and her favorite things still bring the heavy feeling of loss to my heart. With time we will experience less pain and more joy in the memories.
eric: Dear friend, come and leave a blessing for
Moonie: Was out journal jumping and came across yours. Very nice place you have here and I really enjoyed learning more about you and the fam. I'll return when I can spend a bit more time. Take care and have a good day.
jr: sorry you had a bad day

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June 26, 2008

9:58 PM

Totally Exhausted

     I am beyond tired.  It has been a very long day.  It was pushing 2 o’clock this morning before my peepers finally closed and I was up again shortly after seven.  I picked Nadine up at 10:30 and we drove into Port Orchard.  Our first stop was Joann Fabrics where I ran into Tami from church.  She is the mother of Matthew who does some yard work for us.  She told me all about the dress her daughter Sarah just finished to wear in some Civil War re-enactment.  Sarah is only 14 or 15 years old and is turning into quite the seamstress.  
     I got six inches of several “kid” type fabrics for my bibs, pale yellow flannel to line the bibs, some ribbon to make tag-a-long blankies, and a yard each of two cute kitten and yarn pieces of fabric for ??? – oh yes, for my collection!  We drove over to the Victorian Rose Tea Room for lunch.  This was Nadine’s treat for my birthday – slightly delayed.  However, the parking lot was full so we went on to Wal-mart.  I returned one of the myriad of tackle boxes Bill bought when he was trying to find just the right one for Reign.  Before he was done, he was matching the handle of the tackle box to something on the fishing pole.  It was most amusing to watch, but it kept him entertained.
     I got a couple of cream colored towels to embroider for a wedding gift.  I also got some pink glittery fabric to make a ballet tote for Reign.  She isn’t taking ballet but has expressed an interest in it so I thought the bag would be cute for whatever she might want to use it for.  I also bought a black tank top, a fuchsia tee top, and a really pretty black shell with a drapey cowl neckline.  All three should work under long sleeve shirts for Sundays this summer – if I can find the long sleeve shirts.  I love the hummingbird shirt I got last year at Taste of Tacoma.  It is a Hana brand but when I look online, I can’t find anything but Hawaiian shirts.  We are going to Taste of Tacoma tomorrow so I hope that lady will be there again so I can find out where she gets them.  They are roomy and just the right length.  
     We went back to the Tea Room and had a lovely lunch.  We had their Sandwich-Soup or Salad & Pie Special - Half a sandwich, a cup of soup, and a slice of our homemade pie or our warm Victorian Rose bread pudding with cinnamon sauce.  I had the curry chicken sandwich while Nadine chose turkey.  She had lemon meringue pie and I opted for the bread pudding.  We browsed through the gift shop before leaving.  Oh yes, the Tea Room is owned by the author Debbie Macomber.  She was in there earlier today for lunch.  I met her a couple of years ago at a book signing and she buys yarn from my friend Myra, whose website I do.
     Our next stop was China Sun for some goodies for Bill.  Ok, so I also got the last of their yummy green beans that I like so much for me.  Then we stopped into Fred Meyer.  We went to the clothes department first.  I checked for long sleeve shirts but it is evidently the wrong time of the year.  I bought a flowery short sleeve shirt with tank top and matching skirt along with two other two piece tops.  Nadine is looking for something to wear to a wedding so she got a Navy two piece outfit.  Neither one of us tried them on as it is much easier to do at home.  We picked up a few items in the grocery part of the store and then headed back to our neck of the woods.  We went into Key Center to pick up the mail and a book I had waiting for me at the library.  I dropped Nadine off and got home a little after five.
     I had time to check email, eat a bite, and then I was off to rehearsal.  By time we were playing, I was winding down and the brain was in dull mode.  Debi wasn’t there to play piano so I had to do more piano type stuff on the keyboard.  Some of the music I play from is just lead sheets which are written for guitar.  That means that they have the chords and words and the melody on them.  One of the idiosyncrasies of this is that that write a chord such as G/B.  This means a G chord over a B note.  I don’t know exactly how that translates for a guitarist, but for a keyboardist, it means I look at the G on the “left” side but I’m to play the chord with my right hand, and I see the B on the right side but I’m to play a B note with my left hand.  On a good day, this is doable.  On a day when I’m tired, I can’t think backwards and that was my problem tonight.  Larry said he kept looking at me and wanting to apologize.  I told him I was just very tired and I would be ok with it on Sunday.  
     The new TV show “Hopkins” starts in a few minutes and since Clint and I spent a lot of time at Johns Hopkins in Baltimore, I’m anxious to see the premiere. 

Let’s always keep the prayer lines open,
Knowing God is always there;
For we upon His name may call
Anytime and anywhere. —D. De Haan

There is no place or time we cannot pray.
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